Outside my apartment and wondering what to do

Every moment in life is a choice—to be or not to be; to do or not to do; to grasp at a shimmering straw or let the wind carry it away from you forever; to smoke the last drag of a cigarette or to throw it to the ground and move on to another task; to bask in Love and Wonder or to disappear into Wonder’s oblivion; to write this word or that; to forget to write anything at all; to break your legs or your heart in a dance which compels you, or to not be compelled to dance; to stare at the sky or to stare at the ground; to be or not to be; to do or not to do. Every indivisible moment in Eternity is Will. And yet it is at once Destiny.